to forget someone is not easy

gue bercerita tentang dita,banyak yang bilaang,gue harus lupain dya ato disuruh cari cowok lain.
yeaah intinya lupain dya.

emang! gue tau kok gue harus lupain dya.
tapi ga secepat itu,kalian ga rasain sih yang gue rasain.
ga gampang loh ngelupain orang yang udah kita sayang secepat itu.
dan cari cowok lain?
mungkin bagi cewek lain itu gampang,tapi gue engga,gue tipe cewek yang selektif dan ga ngasal.(cuiih belagu bangeet :D)
yang paling penting buat gue itu kenyamanan dan nyambung ga sama itu orang.
dan gue ngerasain itu sama dita.
gue sayang sama dia,walopun gue tau dya udah punya orang.
ga ada yang tau kapan rasa sayang itu dateng,tau sendiri kan,rasa sayang itu dateng dan pergi dengan sendirinya.
walopun pikiran lo bilang engga,hati lo itu ga bakal bisa dikalahin.
gue ga minta kok gue sayang sama dia sekarang,itu dateng sendiri,dan gue sedang berusaha buat ngusir rasa itu.
tapii ya itu ga gampang dan ga secepat ituuu!
yang gue butuhin cuma waktu!
gue rasa seiring waktu berjalan,dan selagi gue berusaha ga ngeliet dya pake mata hati gue rasa gue bisa.

gue juga pengen loh,ga ada rasa apa2 sama dya,itu bikin gue ga ngerasa ada yang terbatas gitu antara gue dan dya.
gue pengen kaya orang lian yang deket sama dya.
pengen banget!
gue pengen sayang sama dia bukan kaya perasaan sayang yang sekarang,tapi perasaan sayang sama abg ato temen juga boleeh.
itu lebih baik.

beri aku waktu dan waktu berpihaklah padaku :)

february 5th and 6th an amazing trip

an amazing trip wif jingga radio crew!
destination padang-malibou anai-sleep over in bukittinggi-maninjau-swimming-pariaman-padang! AWESOME!!

there are ino and mpu as a driver :D
me,karin,diaz,mochis,butetkolot,valdy,obie,marco,angel,rini,luna,and also anjar :)

asiik banget laah! unforgetable banget buat gue.

katanya mau berangkat jam 11,eeh dari padang baru mau berangkat jam 2 -,-
sebelumnya kita singgah di supermarket di lubuk buaya mau beli makanan gitu kan,ada nyanyi trus kak butet dengan pedenya joget sambil nyanyi-nyanyi di tengah keramaian supermarket itu,yang lainpun menjauhhh hahahhaha

dari padang kita ke malibou anai,disana kita mandi-mandi...
SERUUU!!!
bang marco kaya anak monyeeet hahaha

dari malibou magriban dulu di padang panjang,ketemu inep dkk dan ketemu temen2 sma gueeh,ya ampuun sempit sekali dunia iniii -,-

dr pdg panjang perjalanan dilanjutkan ke bukittinggi,dibukit kita makan malem pecel ayam di kampung cina,kampungnya bang ino ;p
abis itu kita keliling bukittinggi,trus singgah ke gigsky (apa gitu) radio anak muda di bukitinggi,tp numpang pepi doaang hehehee
dari sana kita ke balai kota bukittinggi,disana seruuu!!
kita muter2,rencananya mau poto2 tapi ternyata batre kameranya mpu abiisss -,-
yaudah numpang ngecas di pos satpamnya haha so random.
sembari nunggu kita main sambung kata,tapi itu jadiin satu kalimat,tpi kalimantnya nyambung hahhaha lucu bangeet disanaa.
nama bang ino selalu jadi korban banci,pecun dan lain-lain lol

abis itu kita nginep dirumahnya angel,ternyata ada suatu tragedi disanaaa,yang awalnya kita mau bakar2 pisang malah ga jadi soalnya tantenya angel ga tau bakal ada cowok,dan dya blum minta ijin wali nagari,so si tante takut bakal digrebek pemuda disana soalnya disana masih fanatik banget klo masalah begituan.

yaudah pagi2 yang cowok2 pindah ke mobil.
jam setengah 7 kita berangkat ke maninjau.
sebelum di kelok 44 kita berenti buat poto-potopemandangannya oke banget gitu loooh!dan kita juga sarapan mi rebus disana.
finish,kita turun dan dimobil itu bener2 deeeh, bang ino nyetirnya hebat! di kelok 44 ga bikin pusiing,pdhl gue dulu sama uda pusiiing banget deeh.

lewat dari maninjau ada pemandian,kolam berenang gitu,kita mandi-mandi lagiiii!! hahaha
dan disana ga kalah serunyaaa, kita seluncuran,berenang estafet dan yang paling oke,kita itemin kulit.
YAIYALAAAH!! BERENANGNYA TENGAH HARI! idioooot! lol

dan emg sukses kita bikin tampang kucel,item dan ada yang kulitnya merah hahahha

abis itu kita lgsg pulang ke padang,kita lewat pariaman yang fiuuuh lumayan jauuh dan lamaa.
tapi ga seru nihh,masa kak amy sama bang obie batrenya abis,tewaaas mulu dari pagi hahahha

alhamdulillah kita sampe dengan selamat di padang yang pasti seru bangeet ya allaah!!
pengen ulang lagii ;p

baby kyu fan cafe message

Today when I have a feeling that I’ll receive lots of luck.
2011.02.03 21:58

Are you receiving lots of luck~~?

For the first time in a long time, without thinking, I ate, drank wine, slept for 12 hours,

Woke up again, ate, watched some TV, played games, ate again and decided to write~

When did I last write here~~? I thought and looked. It was almost a

year ago… Ah ha ha ha ha

As you know, I greeted my joyful birthday today~~

To me, my birthday is more important than Lunar New Year on February 3rd ㅎ.ㅎ

I thought to myself recently, it’s the start of 2011..

January passed so quickly~ and The Three Musketeers which I thought I would not be

able to do ended safely

and it’s now February


For my birthday, I’ve received presents… congratulatory messages and also

received lots of letters

I was determined to read the letters and when I had read them for 5 hours, I

suddenly thought

Who am I to have so many people love me and wish me happy birthday…

I still don’t have the recognition from many people except from the fans…

I’m in a position where I still have a long way to go before I reach my goal..

Whether it be at a concert or on a stage or on this kind of special days, I get to reflect on myself a lot..

For my fans who love me and give recognition to me who’s lacking

I will try and work hard. And I will run more~~

I hope you receive lots of luck ^^

Oh and also! I received the present Thank you *^^*

*새해 복 많이 받으세요 which literally translates to I hope you receive lots of luck is equivalent to happy New Year.

Dear Cho Kyuhyun

dear cho kyuhyun...

thankyu for coloring my life,made me laugh,smile even in love everytime.figthing for the future!
keep singing because your voice is the reason why i fell for you.
keep smiling because everytime you smile,i cant help but do the same thing.
I'm sorry I can't give you lots of presents, but I've given you a prayer. I hope that's enough :)
happy birthday my devilish evil magnae kyuhyun ♥ saranghaee~

happy birthday my baby kyu ♥

I don’t have an idea how to start this, and I’m already thinking on words to end this. From the start of my kpop life you’ve been ONLY the guy who kept on amazing me. You’re SPONTANEOUS and could talk alot about you. The first time I have seen you is in the Seoul mv a year ago, and I complimented your face as “cute” and asked my kpop friend,dezy.who’s the guy and I claimed you MINE that day.

i asked nadya to give me a lot of super junior videos,and she gave me. I started watching all the videos and listening to everything I’m possible to listen to. Then I later discovered Heechul. I thought you’ve been replaced. BUT NO. heechul-fever just passed for 3 months (yeaah thats long), and here I am, as a year kpop lover, YOU’RE MY ONLY BIAS. I could define bias as SOMEONE YOU LOOK FORWARD ON TWITTER EVERYDAY, SOMEONE YOU KEPT ON LOOKING AT THE MUSIC VIDEOS WITHOUT NOTICING OTHER MEMBERS (no,i noticed the other :D), SOMEONE YOU WILL NEVER GET TIRED LOOKING AT TO, and Someone Who Had Made You To Switch from TOKIO HOTEL,GOOD CHARLOTTE,JONAS BROTHERS+TAYLOR LAUGHTNER TO SUPER JUNIOR.

If you just don’t know how much I had always dreamt of being in Korea, and to see you, even a glance would make me the happiest of all the happy zombie fangirls in the world. I thought crying over enjoyment just seeing your bias is standing 4 ft from you is over-acting, but maybe if I’m on the situation, I’D FEEL THE FULFILLMENT. This is a crazy thing to admit but I also tried praying to God for us to cross ways. Your age is 2 years from mine but who the hell cares? Althou having you as a boyfriend is the most common thing on our mind as stans, I want to marry you on my IMAGINATION. That’s the only place I think I’m safe to be called as Mrs. Cho Kyuhyun lol.

So again, I LOVE YOU, AND I’m proud to say it. Forever ♥ SAENGGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA URI MAGNAE CHO KYUHYUN!

hello february

well,hello february. hello lovely month. hello valentine. And hello I'm proud to say I'm single! :) ♥

*februarywish

-everything gonna be okay
-dapet tiket murah,tempat duduk oke!
-bisa ngelupain dita
-fokus kuliah
-HEMAT!