cry with the rain

now,rainy outside.
really cold and i feel lonely
it's seemed to take me cry with the rain
i dont know why,but know i'm thinking about my dad and my mom.
really miss both of them .
i cried really bad.
what should i do?
i cant do anything,just pray,without can see them.
dad, where are u? i miss you . i need you . i just wanna feel have a daddy. why you go too fast?

so many thing i wanna do with you.
i want walk with you,travelling,your kiss to my head,your hug,laugh with you, there is too much !
but, i never feel it ! never.
please come to me,just for one day,spend your time with me,i promise i will make you happy.
come to my dream.pleasee i'm begging you.
oh GOD ! what should i do ?! he's will never come.

and mom...
we live in separate place and different country.
she was called me.
she ask me,how i was doing.
we talk for a while.i really happy to heard her voice,my mom voice.
and i really afraid to lose her.my single parent.
i dont know what should i do without her, maybe i will choose die first before she.
because i think i cant live without her.


it's really hurt..
really...
now i cant hold my tears felt down.
i cried really bad.
now my tears fell like rain that falls to earth.
i hope with crying, i can feel better.

everybody please be nicer to your parents who beside you. because you'll be regretfull if you wasting them.
trust me it's really hurt!